I hate feeling depressed. everyone I know is getting pregnant. especially people who either don't deserve to be mother because their to into drugs or people who arent even ready to be parents. and it kills me. it's kills me more then anything. I look at this little giraffe. that plays a melody. the same exact toy that I had as a baby. and same exact melody. and it kills me and makes my heart ache that I don't have a child to give that memory to, to pass on :/
I already have accustomed my life raising kids. I started raising my nieces when I was 15-16 now I'm ready for one of our own
You will oneday, Enjoy yourself now girly because later it'll be very different. You will have a special someone and have a little one of your own oneday. Be patience and enjoy your life because once your a mom priorities and your life changes. Enjoy yourself while it last ☺ Everything happens when least expect it. I understand your feeling 100%
:)