well I found out very difficult news today. those who have been following me know that my baby was recently diagnosed with a rare condition that affects 1 in 10,000 boys. I just came from the best dr in Massachusetts at massgeneral hospital and the news is devastating.there is nothing that can be done and my son will not be making it. now me and my family need to take the time to discuss when we will be saying good bye to him. I feel him move and I love him and it hurts that God will be taking him from me way too soon. I pray everyone has healthy and happy pregnancies and babies. they are a true blessing.