So here's a little about me.. I have a beautiful amazing 7 soon to be 8 yr old diva named Nevaeh.. She is my blessing and pride and joy.. my actual pregnancy with her was a breeze.. it was the relationship that was the struggle.. needless to say I left and 3yrs later I met my man..he has been there for us since we met.. instantly fell in love and took care of my daughter.. and to her forever that is her papi.. well about a yr after we met we tried to have a baby. but with no luck.. in 2012 I be...

well I found out very difficult news today. those who have been following me know that my baby was recently diagnosed with a rare condition that affects 1 in 10,000 boys. I just came from the best dr in Massachusetts at massgeneral hospital and the news is devastating.there is nothing that can be done and my son will not be making it. now me and my family need to take the time to discuss when we will be saying good bye to him. I feel him move and I love him and it hurts that God will be takin...

just had another breakdown.. my obgyn Dr talked to me and hubby and basically were we are at is if my son's kidneys are dysplasia there's nothing that can be done :'( she said there is a high chance he will not be making it.. even though his heartbeat is strong at 150bpm he can't live without functioning kidneys.. I made an appointment for Monday at massgeneral boston for a second opinion. I'm not ready to give up or say goodbye

so here's an update of what is going on. since I was a wreck yesterday. . my ultrasound came bk that my son has severe bladder outlet obstruction and kidney dysplasia. basically means he is unable to pee and it has caused possibly irreversible damage to his kidneys. when he pees is just bk flows into his kidney and stores into his bladder.due to that his bladder has become so large it fills his abdomen and it's causing fluid to build up around his heart.. please everyone keep my baby in you...

please keep me and my son in your prayers. . I need the strength to survive this.. please lord don't take him away from me yet. don't know if I'll have the strength to survive that

my princess off to school this morning:)

nervously waiting for 2 o'clock to come. I have my appointment at 2:30 for an ultrasound and to see a specialist and a Dr from tufts Boston children hospital since the Dr I saw last Saturday saw something concerning with my son's kidneys and bladder. I keep praying he's ok and everything turns out ok.

why do I always feel hungry then after I eat I feel so sick to my stomach to the point I'm curled up in a ball :(

17weeks bump..kinda....lol can't wait til I have a bigger one:)

please keep my son in your prayers. just received a call from my doctors saying that they saw something concerning on my ultrasound Saturday with the baby's bladder and kidney and I have to see a specialist Thursday for an extensive ultrasound. she wouldn't give me anymore information. I am so scared. 😢😢😢😢

yupp my hormones have officially gone bonkers.. just started crying 😢because we had no butter or ketchup for my macaroni and cheese lmfao😂😂😂😭😭 hubby thought it was the funniest thing 😄and left to go get me the stuff so i can have my macaroni 👍👍💑💞 love him