Every here and there. I grieve. not over the lost of someone but for everything I once dreamed for. A romantic proposal, a beautiful wedding, a planned pregnancy, graduating in 2015. They may not be important to you but they were life experiences that were ruined and for the love of God. I cannot "get over it"
I didn't have a romantic proposal. I am still waiting on my romantic proposal.. lmao I'm serious idc that I'm married. I wasn't able to go on a bomb as honey moon like I wanted too.. but I chose that path. it was either get pregnant or have a dreamy wedding and I chose to get pregnant. and I don't regret it. Sincere is the best thing to happen to me. I wanted to go on a romantic getaway next year and an actual wedding but now I want another baby so no more romantic getaway and once again scratch the wedding.
but things happen for a reason. That may have been your plans but that wasn't God plans for you baby girl. You are still truly blessed.. things may not happen the way you wwantee them to happen but they are still happening for you. You have a beautiful baby boy. You're married and you are finishing up school (I think according to your snaps) ... You will look back at this very moment and will be glad it happened this way. even if you can't see it at this very moment!
Gggiiirrrrllll, this is so me right now. Now I'm used goods, so all of my dreams are just shattered. I should just become null and void to everything. lbs
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Thanks. I guess sometimes I don't ever look at the positive . and I'm waiting for mines too but my husband don't see the point for either -___- @sexii_diiva