It's almost 1:30 in the morning and I'm up crying like I been getting so frustrated lately dealing wit 2 kids is such a handful and my baby boy cries when he can't have his way this is just too much for me I can't sleep because of the baby in my belly like wtf am I gonna do once he is here I'm going into a deep depression I don't even feel like myself
Don't be so down on yourself. The pregnancy hormones just have you feeling like a rollercoaster right now. You will find a way to juggle all three we are all supermoms. We just get the job done. You also need to have a good support system. Feel better hun.
sometimes just realising u cant fix, change, or do more is liberating. u gotta see where u can invest ur energy. if baby is throwing tantrum...and nothing u do seeme to help. ignore the kiddo until his mood is less strong. sometimes not engaging with them helps curve the tantrum. i also try to see what triggers negative behaviors. like over stimulation hunger exhaustion and prevent those things from happening. hugz u can do it. but dont let it get u so sad. try reading parenting texhniques and maybe pay someone once a week for u to take a break for a couple hours and go to a theater and relax.