in 9 hours I will finally get to hold my son again. I have not held or seen him (besides pictures and videos) since several hours after birth. hubby is still there with him and my flight is finally set for 12:45 today. its currently 5:33am and I am counting the minutes. leaving the hospital upon discharge empty handed was the worst feeling ever. My heart goes out to all you mommies who know what its like to have a baby in the nicu. prayers for all the nicu babies. including mine. ❤💙❤💙❤💙 xoxoxoxoxoxoxox