just venting;

I been on my own thru this pregnancy going to grocery stores carrying heavy bags bad news at the doctors offices catching buses alone to the doctor appointments going to classes standing in lines spending my last to eat working and I'm bout to give birth having to swallow my pride to just forget about things crying to myself shutting people out I've just seem to not catch a break all I want is to be treated with respect and be seen for all the sacrifices I make to keep my family happy I just want someone to think of me think about the smile and the joy it makes me feel to being thought of I really have been sad this whole pregnancy but I've made the hardest effort to be strong just to have someone run my shower or just to go get the water from down stairs idk I just wanna sit here and cry but I know I'm stronger than that. so I push and pray for better days. but it's sad when I'm on my travels guys come and say sorry not to be in your business but I hope you have the father to help me I don't bash him but if men on the outside see my worth why doesn't he? I just feel like something is wrong with me idk

{sorry but not sorry if you have nothing positive to say just past this post up and don't tell me no sad story I can't hear it let me just have my moment}