So im the one who takes care of hazel its pretty much 80% me 20%my fiance.. so today shes been non stop crying ive been taking care of her and he has been sleeping because he works night shift okay but it doesnt mean you come home and sleep for like 12 fucking hours.. gets home at 8 sleeps till 6 eats dinner and goes to sleep at 7 till 9 and goes to work at 10.. so i decided to give him the good because i was actually in the mood and then second time he wakes up to get ready i catch him looking at porn jacking off in the bathroom.. i got so mad.. i am not all happy with my body and that is exactly why im insecure because i feel like he likes the porn more than me.. so pissed right now ....
i just looked at him and said i hope you know i know there is playboy under there he didnt say shit and then once he was done getting ready he says babe and i keep walking away go and brush my teeth and he says whats wrong and i look at him with the most stupiest look and turn back around and he hugs me and says sorry and i said why look at that when you know im insecure about my body? and he says i dont know do you want me to throw them away and i said no because i already did while you were getting changed and he laughed.. still pissed though @ngujen
^^ I agree I would have lost it!! And you did check what he was doing and bring it up to him @hhzel529july2
thats why im more pissed than i would be if i said no not today but no i actaully brought it up for once ME! and he still goes and looks at that shit..he freaked out whwn i barged into the bathroom thought he was showering so i was going to go to the bathroom and what do you know he throws something into the cabinet and looks so nervous... @hazel529july2
we live with his parents and i thought it was his dad so i didnt think he knew it was down there and once i seen him i wanted to yell at him but his parents were watching tv i had to bite my tounge...you guys dont know how much i wanted to just beat his ass at the moment xD