Tomorrow at 5:45am I go in for surgery!!! This going to be a hard day because I am making a hard and huge decision. I am having my tubes cut 😳 not burned or tied but cut their is no why to reverse this if I decided later I want kids . I am making this decision because of health and safety reason for me . My body has been through a lot and it's time to let it rest . I have had a total of 5 pregnancies 3 of them was miscarriages :( these last to pregnancies I have had lots of problems so my husband and I talked and decided to have this surgery done . I know it's what I need to do but still it's so heartbreaking because you go from being told you will never have kids to getting pregnant and losing them then give birth to two beautiful babies 2 years apart then taking it all way for good so yes it's one of the hardest decision I have ever had to make I ask that you just keep me in you thoughts tomorrow 🙏🏻