My anxiety is at a all time high since im getting closer to having my lady bug 😩😣 I had very bad anxiety before getting pregnant now it's coming back and in full force and I can't take my medicine because it can harm her
me too. it's to the point nothing calms me. I just start flipping out and can't stop
Ugh I had anxiety so bad I use to black out. I just hope I can cope until she comes @butterflymommy
tell me about it. I can't get my license until I get anxiety medication and I can't get anxiety medication until I have my son. so I'm screwed
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Well we have to make it thru for our babies ! 😩 we can do it. I just try and think about my daughter and tell myself it's only mental @butterflymommy