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Kay'Cee
Kay'Cee
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broke down this morning because I felt that my relationship wasn't where it needed to be nd that I was only here because…

broke down this morning because I felt that my relationship wasn't where it needed to be nd that I was only here because of the baby (I got pregnant right after we started dating... literally like the next day ). I'm never one to express my feelings EVER. (it's the Capricorn in me ) I'd rather hold it all in til I break down or blow up nd that's what happened this morning. i finally told my bf that I don't think I know how to love (rough childhood nd even worse late teens early 20's) nd that I'm not happy anymore nd had been texting my ex boyfriend. He didn't even get mad he just wiped my tears and booger away nd told me we will work on it nd that I have to be more open with him. That he still loves me even if I don't love him the same yet nd that I'll be a good mommy nd talking to my ex will only result in disaster like it did while we was together nd I'm only talking to him because I'm familiar with him. OMG I broke down like a little freaking baby because I know he's right nd a good man I just need to stop being so closed nd let him love me nd try for my family sakes nd stop allowing outside ppl into our relationship.

It felt so good to talk nd for him to hold me nd tell me everything would be ok.

I'm feeling very hopeful!!!😊😊😊😊

Then he made me some food.

#HappyCamper

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fallwithautumn

Autumn🍂🍃🍂🍃

Мама троих детей, ждёт четвёртого

he sounds like a keeper. that's a very mature and understanding thing for him to do. 💗

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emilyyy96___

Emily

Мама дочки (1 год), беременна (23 нед.)

I'm so happy for you :) he sounds like an amazing man!

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mimifeb19

mimi

Omg everything you said is ME! exactly how i am nd how i feel except i havent told my bf i dont think hell have quite the same reaction lol

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kismet_carri

Kay'Cee

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I totally understand trust me, (I just read ur post about u not wanting to be with him) I took me forever to finally tell him nd I've been feeling like this for MONTHS, but you won't know till u try it I know that's easier said than done but it's only gonna get worse. @mimifeb19

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nieshabaldwin23

baby henderson

Spoken like a gentleman and grown man .... Goodluck love thigs will be ok I was here just pray it'll get clearer

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mimifeb19

mimi

yeah your right i just dont know if its my hormones or not @kismet_carri

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kismet_carri

Kay'Cee

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my bf told me about that earlier I didn't even think about the hormones part. my bf told me to tell you if he treats you right and you can hold on until you have the baby try, because u might regret it. but you should talk to him about not feeling how u use to so then maybe y'all could work on that part. get to a point where ur at least happy. @mimifeb19

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kismet_carri

Kay'Cee

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or atleast not miserable all the time @mimifeb19

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mimifeb19

mimi

yea ima hold on till after the baby and see how things go and we talk about things all the time after we argue and we'll be good for a day or 2 and then things go back to normal smh but i guess we'll see. Im glad im not the only one that felt this way i be thinking im such a bad person lol

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kismet_carri

Kay'Cee

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lol that's the first thing I told him this morning, i came out the bathroom crying he was like what's wrong I'm like "I'm a bad person"😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢

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kismet_carri

Kay'Cee

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@mimifeb19,

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mimifeb19

mimi

haha awww

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