Working 45 hours a week, having a two month old and three kiddos ages 9-12 is really CRAZY. I wouldn't trade it for ANYTHING. I love my crazy and hectic life full of love for my beautiful children. Sometimes I wonder what did I do to deserve such an awesome opportunity to be their mother 💞💗👣

I am so upset that I have to return to work while I should have one more month maternity leave. Im so disappointed in my son's father for not being able to provide hardly anything for us. So sick of being harassed over money issues. So guess it's time to suck it up and go make some $$$. Hello 40 hours a week and only 5 days off a year with NO vacation or sick days.

Is it just me or is that selfish for him to harass me the last two months even while I was in the hospital about money issues. Lik...

Wow my family let me sleep until 9:30 when I was supposed to be napping. I feel bad. 😂🤦

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I had a csection one month ago today and my son's father moved this past weekend and my bf was asked to move his basketball hoop ..well his arms hurt so I tried to lift it and all 40 gallons of water... Last two days I've been in alot of pain and tonight I've bled out BLACK blood. Should I be worried?! Yesterday almost all I did was SLEPT... Not like me to not do ANYTHING all day... If things persist im going to end up in the ER... just great. BUT the only thing that has me thinking it's no...

I am so in love. I can't get enough! Six weeks until I go back to work and I can't even imagine how I can be away from this little man for 40 hours a week...🙈🤦

Laying in bed and nursing all weekend. Trying to up my nursing supply. Got Upspring Milk Supplement, Earth Mama Organic Tea, Mother Love "Let There Be Milk", another Milkmaid Tea.. drinking lots of water, peppermint drops in water, coconut oil in drinks. I don't understand why im not pouring milk out...😥

So obviously now I get why we shouldn't have babies out of wedlock. The idea of not being with my son's father breaks my heart for him and I've cried so much tonight. Wondering if it's sleep deprivation which hurt my milk supply plus maybe my first time having postpartum depression?!

I want to get away from the negativity though and could see him being a psychopath about it ... Then again my imagination runs so wild.

Milk Makers Lactation Cookies saved the day 😱 I have literally spent a ton of money trying to find the right thing and seriously a COOKIE did it. They are so expensive though... Any advice?!

I love waking up with my baby. He melts my heart💚💙 it was daddy's night to get up but I beat him to it!!! That's how I know I'm in love!!!!!!

Anyone else suffer from post pregnancy hypertension? It's killed my milk supply and made me feel very terrible! I still am pumping like crazy and keeping it going but my nipples have had it:/