*WARNING BAD LANGUAGE AND ANGER*

I'm seriously so sick and tired of my mother's shit!! My grandma had to go to the hospital today cause she felt serious burning in her stomach and she has been shitting ALLLLL day!! Well my mom brought her back home and didn't even bother to help her get food or drink or anything!! So of course it's left up to me to do everything once again!! Here I am trying to do my schooling, take care of my kids and this house and also my grandma!!!! Yet my fucking mother wa...

My guy got me a promise ring today 💖💖 We've been together for 6months and even though I can't express emotions well at all he has stuck by my side. We've yet to stay the night together, not even sex. I am just beyond happy right now, the happiest I have been in years!! I wish I could express it so much better but I will one day to him 💖💖💖💖

I honestly hate feeling so damn alone all the time. Even with people around me. My kids around. I feel so alone. 😔

BIG change!! New healthy hair!!

I can't believe I will be starting offical classes on Monday!! So damn nervous and excited. My anxiety with starting a new journey in life and also home life everything has just got me sky rocketing lately.

Finally get to see my nephew today!! Haven't seen him since his birthday last month 😔 I hate that my brother had a kid with this girl. Only her family ever matters. No matter how damn hard I try.

7 more days and I start college classes!! So so nervous. But i am determined to give my kids an amazing life.

Cheap amazing dinner!!!!