My world stopped

I was changing the laundry over and my husband went to use the restroom. Our 20 month was in the room with our 10 year old and climbed up on the bed and fell, face first, landing on her head. Our bed is three feet off the ground and our son said she was standing up, so roughly a five foot fall. I ran into the room and she was unresponsive. She didn't take her first breath for 45 seconds. Her eyes were rolled in the back of her head and her entire body was limp. I lost it. I was...

I need some emotional support.

I live in a 2 bed apt and I've just had 2 people move in with my husband and I. The second room was my 4m old daughters (granted she never slept in there) it was decorated and all her stuff was in there. but since these two people moved in I had to take down her crib, move all her clothes to my closet, move the changing table to my room, and take down all the decorations.

my husband thinks I shouldn't be so depressed about it, but like I nested like crazy and put...

I can't take it anymore! Haley (yes my 1mth old and no I wasn't able to go through this "joy" of nursing my older daughter, Molly) has been screaming non stop for 6hrs! All she wants to do is eat and I can't have her attached to me all day, everyday! She has wanted to eat every hr on the hr for the past 3hrs! I put her in her room so I don't scream at her but I just can't take it!