So its been a long time since I've been on here. So much has happened. I don't know if I need to vent or what but I'm so sick of being called a rapes by my own husband because he has sex apnea and every once in a while it happens and i don't know what is happening until he has already inside me and almost about to cum. Every time I don't stop him and wake him up from the act I get called a rapist and told he will call the police and have me arrested for rape and throwing in jail. When it first started happening I had known clue that it happened. Hell he never brought it up until it happened. At first he didn't have a problem with it happened but the last two years it has changed hell our lives and marriage has changed after i cheating on him. I have been trying to find a way to make things better for us but nothing i do helps. I don't think we will ever get passed it.I have suggested we go to counseling anything to help but he says no. We are about to have our 6th child together. 4 before I cheated and 2 after. I know that us having 2 more kids is not the best thing we needed but it happened and I love everyone of my children. I have told him that we need to get a divorce and he says ok but i can't have any one of our children so I continue to stay praying everyday that things will be better and it doesn't. Im at my wit's end. Im halfway out the door and half in. Im not losing or leaving my children with him. Don't get me wrong hes a great dad. And he was a great husband. I just don't know what to do or say or anything anymore more maybe yall moms can help or give me some advice.
is it wrong to be frustrated that my daughter acts like she can't do certain things with out my help. she plays dumb a lot and I wish I could be like no girl show what you know. she acts like she can't trace or match shapes so shes ask for "mommy finger" to help her so I barely hold her hand and she magically can do it but if I dont hold her hand she just scribbles and acts like she doesnt know the pic is how she traces when I'm "helping her" otherwise it'll just be scribbles all over the page
Do any moms know what would happen if I were to get my medical marijuana card while pregnant..? I'm in Michigan. I'm terrified to get it because I don't want CPS trying to investigate me, but I've heard so many horror stories with it. I was thinking about getting it before I found out I was pregnant but once I did I just got scared because the last thing I want is to lose my daughter over it. It's the only thing that helps my medical problems though.
I'm so upset right now...I seriously think I'm allergic to sex. The last three times my husband and I have had sex, I break out in hives afterwards. I know it's an actual THING to be allergic, but I am seriously devastated! Why would this happen after 15 years??? He even used the babys body wash tonight instead of his so I know thats not it 😢 And when I get allergic reactions to things , my tattoo on my back raises, and that's what is happening along with the hives. It's ALWAYS as soon as it's over, not during.
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@xchas thank you so much! I appreciate all the kind words and I'm glad you persisted to tell them about your pain. I called my husband and told him if I'm not feeling better by the time he gets home, I may go into the hospital to be checked. I never experienced Braxton Hicks with my first born and I don't know if this is what I'm experiencing. Pregnancy is fun, huh? I'll remember you and your baby in my prayers!
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