

So in 2017 I had my first born daughter and my Dad's mother had cancer and was sick... she died a month after me having my daughter, but she was able to see my little girl. Now 2019, my mom's mother has cancer and she's slowly dying.... they just put her on hospice and she's now home to pass around family. I sadly live 3 hours away and wasn't sure I would even get to see her, but thankfully we did today. It breaks my heart that she doesn't remember my siblings but she remembers me and my husband and my daughter perfectly. Her alzheimer and dementia is horrible and shows bad. I'm scared that she will pass next month like the doctors are saying... which makes both of my daughters the life before the death in our family. 😭💔 This has been a very hard day for me.
❤❤💔💔Just got a phone call my grandma is in the hospital (my mothers mom) she has been calling my name, I have no way to see her.. 😢😢 Her kidneys shut down, she's dehydrated, losing weight, confused, and won't eat. she has lung cancer and another kind of cancer (forget the name) I pray she be ok. Worse News I Could Get For Tonight. But I Know God is Watching Over Her.❤❤💔💔
I can't take it anymore! Haley (yes my 1mth old and no I wasn't able to go through this "joy" of nursing my older daughter, Molly) has been screaming non stop for 6hrs! All she wants to do is eat and I can't have her attached to me all day, everyday! She has wanted to eat every hr on the hr for the past 3hrs! I put her in her room so I don't scream at her but I just can't take it!
FTM problems...
So I've made it pretty clear that I want to buy my daughter her fist Halloween costume. Her babysitter/nanny keeps saying she wanted to make her one. I told her yesterday that I wanted to find her something that my SO and I could dress up as a family. So I told her I am going to get it. She just text me and said 'not trying to step on your toes but I bought her two costumes'. She does this all the time. Anytime I want to do the "first" things with her she immediately does it. It...






Well I Had My Daughter Today Literally Took Me 1 Hour & 35 mins & 2 Pushes & She Was Here ! 🥰💖💖 So In Love With Her & Her Name Is Anastasia
! It Happen So Fast & Had The Best Experience! And She Was 7 Pound 10
I understand :( we bury my Grandmother on Tuesday. My son was her last great grandchild born and she loved him so much