i feel depressed... i just want to be happy. but life wont let me. or my brain. or my MS or even myself.. i though the man i had a baby with loves me but when we fight he spit on me he has smacked me.. and now we r tryinh to work things out .. but i just feel depressed.. how can i trust a man that whatever i say will use it against me.. how can i leave this man and have a 4 month baby with him.. not only that he has 3 other children with2 other women.. so idk. advice.. just dont call me stupid i say that to myself every morning i wake up
Once you realize how much Worth you are you will be able to stand in your feet and know what's best , what you deserv and your baby!
First comes you loving yourself girl, everything starts with YOU !
No one can save you until you realize that it's your battle ... trust me I was there, I didn't even had a kid with my ex and he threatened me that if I would leave him he would kill me and while he was doing that he was choking me and pulling me hair. I felt I had no scape !!!
I thought he was the only guy that would love me, besides him telling me that no one was ever gonna love me. And I felt so miserable I wanted to die. It seemed easier that way ... Girl you're not alone in this , I know you can help yourself and be free from what ever is pulling you down. There's so many ways to help yourself . From seeking help, reading things in your house, talking to s friend or family you can trust, seeking God, there's a way out !!! Don't get caught up in your feelings and emotions!
You're worth a lot. And deserv to be happy !