I hope I don't sound to evil, I have 5 kids with a man who over the last couple of years I've fullen out of love with, I can't help but feel sick in the pit of my stomach at the thought of having sex with him I don't like him touching me or saying he loves me I keep all my feelings hidden because how can you tell someone that even the sight of them makes you feel sick, it's not as simple as just leave I've got 5 tiny kids and their dad is all I have to help with them, I couldn't cope alone and I...