Really need someone to talk to. I feel like I'm losing my mind. I honestly wanna pack everything and leave no trace behind. I can travel and work with my aunt selling timeshares. she makes great money. I wanna see the world and go everywhere and do everything but I'm not sure when to make my move. I wanna be smart about this. I'm basically in need of some mothering.

My heart hurts everytime I get on Facebook. I keep seeing people post about their pregnancies and it's just so depressing. My MC happened Friday and I'm having a hard time working through it. I was due with my firat angel baby june 25 and now i jusg lost another so this month has been really hard for me. I could really use some other mamas of Angel babies to talk to. Really needing some support right now.

I guess it just wasn't meant to be this time either. I finally get my BFP and think I'm gonna have ever my beautiful #rainbowbaby only to have my heart broken again. I just have to accept that he/she was just too perfect for Earth. I may never hold them in my arms, but I'll forever hold them in my heart ❤😇#TooPerfectForEarth #angelbaby #RestInHeaven Mommy and Daddy will always love you. We will never forget.

It's still so surreal to think about. I was due June 25, 2013 and I found out June 9th, 3 and a half years after my MC, that I'm pregnant NOW with my #rainbowbaby!!!! God is so good.

Taking another test with fmu. the one on the left was taken at 3:50 pm and the one on the right was taken at 8:30 pm.

My craving right now: Chicken ramen with scrambled eggs.

So I had a horrible dream last night. Didn't wanna post about it because I wanted to forget it but I feel like sharing may help? I don't know honestly.. Anyways, last night I had what started off as a WONDERFUL dream. Couldn't have been any better. I had recently found out I was pregnant, got a blood test done from the midwife to confirm it and everything, but then when she did an ultrasound there was no heartbeat. She estimated me to be about 9 weeks based on the size, but still no heartbeat. D...

Anything ladies? Took and OPK this morning (Clearblue Digital) and it said high. But something told me to take a HPT.

He said his whole like is "fucked" right now. Kinda makes me wonder where I and possibly us fit into that.... Now I'm almost hoping that this month isn't the month that we conceive even tho I want it so badly

Okay so my boobs aren't really sore, but kinda tender and really tingly. same things with my nipples but they're also very itchy. Tmrw is Day 1 of my fertile week. Could this mean anything?