Don't you fucken hate when you get into an argument with your so right before you are about to eat? Then you gotta fucken order your food sit in silence and be mad at each other. Fuck.

Update: so today I am 12 weeks late. As you know a couple days ago I took a pregnancy test it was negative. Today I saw an ad of a girl reusing her pregnancy test. I thought, hmm this is interesting let me go pee on it again, see if it makes a difference. Well I'm looking for the test I took a couple days ago. And as I'm about to pee on it I see this!!! Now I'm freaking out that I could possibly be pregnant! I'm going to wait a few more days to test. But could this really be happening? After all...

These past few days have been super stressful. I find myself getting irritated by every little thing my SO does. I don't know if I'm hormonal, I don't know what's wrong with me. If I'm pregnant or just being emotional for no reason. I don't know how to deal with this. I want to take a minute to say how grateful I am for this guy. He tries so hard day n' night. To be there for me. He doesn't understand me or what I go through sometimes. I feel so alone. But I can't thank him enough for trying to...

Update: today I am 10 days late on my period. I took a pregnancy test it was negative again. TMI I just had white creamy discharge. Ugh. So I guess I'm ovulating. Which means I'm not pregnant. Which means I'm going to get my period soon. Ugh. What a mind fuck.

My boyfriend has really gotten on my nerves lately. We have a 14 month old son. I always say he is a great father. But a difficult partner. I find myself being exhausted every day for doing too much. He helps me sometimes. But I hate that! I make sure he knows I feel this way. But he thinks I'm ungrateful and that I don't Appreciate him. I also hate when he asks me if I need help! It's like duh!!!! Help is always needed! Does he expect me to always take care of my son by myself??? The crazy thin...

Today I am 7 days late. I took a pregnancy test and it was negative. This sucks. My boyfriend swears I'm pregnant because I act like a bitch. 😂 everything my boyfriend does gets on my nerves. I'm starting to feel cramping. I think I might get my period. Which makes me extremely sad. I feel like I almost convinced myself I am pregnant. So it sucked to get a negative pregnancy test. I guess now I wait for my period???"

I took a pregnancy test this morning. I'm 5 days late. The test was negative :(. Sigh* I give up.

Ugh!!! I'll give my period a couple more days to show up. It's been really nerve racking hoping It doesn't. My boyfriend is so excited. But I feel so bad that there's a chance my period can still come. I think he wants this more then I do. I'm going to test next Thursday. Lol. Which would leave me at 12 days late 😂. I hope this is really it guys! Ugh.

Update: I am officially two days late on my period. Buttt......I took a pregnancy test three days ago and it was negative :( my boyfriend is hoping it is a false negative. But I have a feeling in my gut that I'm not pregnant. :(. Is there anyway I can still be pregnant?

So my boyfriend and I have been trying to have another baby for the past 9 months. My son is 14 months. We want him to grow up with a sibling close in age. I'm suppose to get my period today!!! Usually I get my period a week early. So we are hoping that I'll miss it!!! Ugh wish us luck!