So my bf is out of town for 2 weeks & it doesn’t phase me...I don’t feel lonely...it feels like I’m better off without him...when he’s here it feels like “he’s not here” anyway...I guess it’s because I do everything for myself & my kid. But one thing I do hate when I’m alone is that I think ALOT. The only thing he pays for is daycare & rent (which I’m thankful) but THAT’S IT...he makes TRIPLE than me...I open up his bank statements here & there. & recently I’m seeing even numbers of money gettin...