So my bf is out of town for 2 weeks & it doesn’t phase me...I don’t feel lonely...it feels like I’m better off without him...when he’s here it feels like “he’s not here” anyway...I guess it’s because I do everything for myself & my kid. But one thing I do hate when I’m alone is that I think ALOT. The only thing he pays for is daycare & rent (which I’m thankful) but THAT’S IT...he makes TRIPLE than me...I open up his bank statements here & there. & recently I’m seeing even numbers of money getting taken out of a ATM from his hometown...(which he can take out of HIS BANK WITH NO CHARGE) I think he’s buying pills etc . He keeps saying he’s not doing anything but I don’t believe him. I just know one thing...if I find out he is I’m DONE. Idgaf if I have two kids by him. I’m not having them raised around someone that does that shit!!!