I'm a first time mom and I had my little baby boy May 23, 2016 via c-section. oh, I just love him to pieces!!
I'm 21 years old, married to the most amazing guy ever since July 11, 2015.

people say they care. but they actually don't unless they show it.....

I'm so proud of my husband, ever since my baby has started on baby food, he's really stepped up on his role as a dad and I'm so grateful for all his help. I thought this day would never come.

I'm on the birth control pill, and my so and I use the pull out method as well. can I still get pregnant?

this is why I don't like my mil. my hubby always wants to get her opinion or talk to her about something but when he does, she just sits there and goes against him! she never sees where he's coming from unless I'm in the convo then she turns against me and backs up my hubby 100%. she always bashes me that's why I don't like her and she just bugs the crap out of me.. I didn't like my mom growing up and we have our moments but I'm totally wanting to talk to my mom more than her. she is just rude a...

so it took me 3 months to get Hudson to even like his crib and sleep in it. for a week he slept through the night, it was amazing. my mil put Hudson to bed in his Pack n play 2 or 3 nights ago and now he refuses to sleep in his crib.... I woke with Hudson 4 or 5 times last night... I'm soo mad!!!

so I'm letting Hudson cry cause he's getting antsy and won't go to sleep plus I have to fan and TV on. so my mil knocks on the door and it sounded like she said, do you need help or are you okay? I said, oh sorry I'm just letting him cry for a bit. then I hear, that's not what I said, I asked if you want dinner now or when the guys come home.... jeez... calm down

it's pretty cold where I'm at. should I put a onesie under a shirt and pants on Hudson?

I secretly don't let my little bil hold him cause he annoys the crap out of me. anytime the baby is in the room he HAS TO talk and play with him.. k please don't... he acts like he takes care of him so I keep him away as much as possible. he's saying right now "you're not supposed to drool on me" in my head I'm all "he can drool on anyone he wants especially you!"

so Hudson didn't wake up last night and slept til 8am this morning. I asked my mil if she heard him cry at all to see if she picked him up or not, she said that she heard him whimpering and was debating whether or not to pick him up, but then decided to wait til he started full on crying, he didn't cry and went back to sleep. she's all well he's has almost made through the night....umm can't he still be asleep and whimper or does he need to be awake to do that?? and since I got in trouble yester...

my husband thinks that parenthood for me is: taking care of the baby, me and him, cleaning, cooking, and making all the decisions. and his job is: going to work and school and nothing else