oh my gosh!!!!!!! my SO always has to talk about work and school at 9pm or 10pm.. it drives me insane cause it stresses me out I hate talking about it at night. I told him that he has ALL day to talk about it and he chooses the time I don't want to, he's all "but I should be able to talk to you whenever I want" I told him yes he should but he's choosing the worst time, he's all that doesn't matter.. ugh I swear he and my mil both drive me INSANE!!! I was in the other room drawing some stuff for my SO's aunt for work and she was with me and my mil is yelling at me to get in the kitchen so they could eat. I was all "why is everyone getting mad at me when I'm not the only one who isn't in there?!" I'm pretty sure she heard I was pissed. ugh I just want to scream....
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Judge me all you want BUT wtf is it about pregnancy that makes me so insanely flirtatious and turned on by women. Like..I don't care if my man ever touches me, I just want to be with a woman. 😅 He's always said it was okay, but..I've never found the write one to chill with. Small Towns suck..
My mil wants me to call her to talk about my birthing plan because she doesn’t agree with it...what do I even say without being rude. I’m heated.
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My SO has been rude a lot ever since I've gotten pregnant...he said he doesn't care about my pregnancy, he doesn't even take one day off from work just ONE to come to at least one ultra sound appointment. I mean he's always making sure I'm fed, he lets use the heating pad, and even apologized to saying he doesn't care. He can mess with me all day but when I want to join and play around he gives me an attitude. He just makes me feel like s*** at times. He's a great fiancé don't get me wro...