starting to not like my friends. I don't know if I like being an adult. I am forced to see that I never really had any good friends that looked out for me.

is it better to have friends that aren't true to you or have no friends at all?

well, I've been spit up on, peed on, and now pooped on. all in less than 12 hours. oh how I can't wait for this day to be over.

ladies, I have set up a gofundme. please no judgement. we are down on our luck and I am so embarrased all ready. if you do read it please no rude comments. gofundme.com/2c9cpgk4

Trevor Mason Nichols
He will be such a ladies man.

i am getting so tired of my daughter's bio dad. I'm such a terrible person for not calling him (letting our daughter call him) on Father's Day but in my defense my daughter doesn't even understand Father's Day. she is disabiled so even if I would of called she wouldn't of said anything to him.
But the real reason I didn't call was because they day before Father's Day he was high off his a** and didn't give a crap that our daughter was in the emergancy room. yeppp. some father.

my husband may...

my son looks like he is done with the crap lol

6 week postpartum

why is it when you're pregnant everyone talks to you and it seems like you have all the friends in the world.
but after you have the baby there is no one around?

no one really supports me breastfeeding but I dont plan on giving up.

not even 48 hours after delivering my son. :(
not ready to start this journey of trying to get my body back. I gained over 60 pounds during this pregnancy. :(