I'm Gabi
Just had a baby boy: Theodore 💙
First time mommy 👪
28 years old
Brazilian
Married for 3 years to a very kind man 💑💍I
In the US for 2 years, hoping for a better future for my future children.🇺🇸

It's been 28 days since my Teddy was born. after 9 days at the NICU he came home and I finally got the chance to become a mother. It is both, great and hard. during the day he basically sleeps, eats and poops.. but from 12am to 3am he cries in pain every night. I want to cry with him, I can't sleep, because when he eventually stops crying its time for him to be fed again.. he eats every 1:30 to 2 hours.. ( exclusively breastfeeding)
Tonight was the first time he didn't cry, (don't judge me), aft...

my sister and my friend came to my place today to spend the day with us,.. as the time went by they decided they wanted to take pictures of my baby, with their phones, take look at these 😍😍😍😍

more handsome everyday, I love my baby, all the Glory to God for finally he came out of all the machines, and is only depending on finishing his antibiotics to come home 😊 I miss him and love him SO MUCH!

So my baby boy is still at the NICU, after 4 days, it's been so hard on me to be far from him.. so I've taken as many pictures as possible, and I made videos of him so I can watch when I'm home.. It's the hardest thing in the world being apart.. I feel so lonely, can't wait for him to come home...
I know they are taking good care of Theodore, I just miss him so much..
At least I'm not feeling so useless now that my milk finally started to come, we give him through a tube, but he's getting all ...

I was feeling so sad I couldn't breastfeed my baby for these 2 days he is in this world, so I have to share my happiness with all of you: I finally got some colostrum out, this is the second happiest moment of my mommy life!!!

So I was waking up every 30 minutes thinking of my baby in NICU, thinking he could be feeling lonely and abandoned.
I did regression therapy a while ago and I know when they took me to the nursery, I felt abandoned and lonely.
So the nurse asked me if I wanted to visit him, and I decided that it was the best idea. I stayed there with him for 30 minutes or so.. and it was so comforting for both of us.. Maybe now I'll be able to sleep, let's see!

This is Theodore, he was born at 1:04pm today, March 14th, 1 month before expected. He came with over 7lb and 19".. strong and handsome! He is just having to spend the night over NICU to get some oxigen, but tomorrow morning he'll be with me again 😊
I'm a mom.. still can't believe it! 💙

I just felt like a cramping on the lower part of my belly, I think Braxton Hicks, it was so strong! It's coming again!
Maybe TMI but yesterday after having sex I had a discharge with some blood.
Now I'm trying to sit, but everytime I get in a comfortable position I pee a little.
Can somebody tell me if this is normal?

should I go to the hospital? I'm freaking out here!

Update: I had 12 contractions in the last hour, so I'm going to the hospital

35 weeks.. We had a great photoshoot today, I just didn't realize before I am sooooo BIG 😂😂😂

Heading to the Central Park to take pregnancy pics, 35 weeks, I'm so excited!!!