So I was waking up every 30 minutes thinking of my baby in NICU, thinking he could be feeling lonely and abandoned.

I did regression therapy a while ago and I know when they took me to the nursery, I felt abandoned and lonely.

So the nurse asked me if I wanted to visit him, and I decided that it was the best idea. I stayed there with him for 30 minutes or so.. and it was so comforting for both of us.. Maybe now I'll be able to sleep, let's see!