So my baby boy is still at the NICU, after 4 days, it's been so hard on me to be far from him.. so I've taken as many pictures as possible, and I made videos of him so I can watch when I'm home.. It's the hardest thing in the world being apart.. I feel so lonely, can't wait for him to come home...
I know they are taking good care of Theodore, I just miss him so much..
At least I'm not feeling so useless now that my milk finally started to come, we give him through a tube, but he's getting all he needs..
@1mombrii, He came out big, 7lb 3.5oz
He had to stay there because at 35 weeks his lungs were not fully developed, so he needed oxygen for the first 2 days, now he just needs the pressure because his lungs are still not being able to expand by themselves..
@mantha823 I am allowed to go to the hospital even in the middle of the night.. but we don't have a car, so I'm depending on friends to give me rides there. Yesterday I went at 9am and came back home at 6:00pm.. but the chairs are not very comfortable to me since I had the episiotomy.. today we are going there for a couple of hours in the end of the day..