today my son went to take birthday pictures. I can't believe he's going to be 3. time goes way to fast. I miss when he was a baby. I love you Cyrus Alexander.

trying to have a baby and failing to get pregnant has got to be one of the hardest things to go through. I can deal with childbirth, and abuse. but your own body failing to do something that is natural is devastating. sometimes I wonder if I'm not a good enough person. like if this is payback for all the damage I've done. I'm forced to watch everyone else's family grow. I'm forced to see parents have kids only to use them as a meal ticket. everything I do is to make sure my son is happy and heal...

call me crazy but I already have my future kids names picked out.
I already have my Cyrus Alexander. now I'm just waiting for my
jenaveve rose
Adrian Riley
Evangeline joy

I hate when I meet teens that are crazy young and pregnant and want to sit there on Facebook talking about "you know you're a parent when..." um excuse me, you're 15 and you're barely 20 weeks..... you have no idea what being a parent is.... sorry for the ranting.

hi everyone. I'm new here. this is my 3 year old Cyrus. my husband and I have been trying for our second child for 13 months now. would love to get to know others in my situation.