I'm hoping that when he's born or closer to his due date I will feel more In love don't get me wrong I love my unborn son but idk I don't feel immensely connected with him. like when I was pregnant before I would talk to my child feel very bubbly and happy. then I had a miscarriage and idk if that had anything to do with why I don't feel extremely ecstatic so far so good pregnancy. I love to feel him move. I guess I'm just scared it will happen again and I'm afraid to get to attached idk

baby shower date is April16 decided on this cake and Oreo balls I can't wait I'm grateful for this because we really need it just for diapers and wipes and baby wash other than that and my nursing stuff we have everything he need. need to set up the crib. and room will be done

so I need to rant at the moment me and my fiance are struggling. He is on ssi. And donates for money I was working but am now on maternity leave recently I went to the er due to Braxton hicks going on for almost two days I did not know they can go for so Long anyway we found out that's I have a bladder infection And I need antibiotics meds ok that was 4 days ago we have some but no all the money to pay for it and my temporary medical doesn't cover prescriptions I told my mom my delima. j...

omg what to do to relive Braxton hicks pain. I'm 30 weeks. all last night they would come about an hour apart in sets. I didn't feel it in my back. but they haven't stopped. it went all through the night and into morning I've been miserable

I guess my biggest fear. is when my son is born I'll forget everything I've read and be totally clueless as to what to do afterwards. lol I have a fear of being judged in big events. sometimes

next doctor appointment I'm asking about a realxer I'm tired of looking ratchet and I'm tired of flat ironing my hair

instead getting stretched Marks the marks I did have are almost invisible from being stretched out lol

I hates this feeling. me and my mom don't have the relationship we use to before she kicked me out on my birthday. we hardly talk. I would always try to reach out to her but she wouldn't reach back it hurts. I love my mom. even if she was way to strict with me and being kicked out and the craps I've been through made me stronger. now that I'm pregnant she's talking to me more and taking me out to eat I would love to help pay but my financial situation won't let me so I feel guilty about that. sh...

it's crazy I don't look in the mirror often unless we are leaving to go somewhere but I looked in our big mirror last night and was like when did my belly get that big and why did no one tell me in my clothes I don't think I look any bigger then I. Was 2 weeks ago but. being but naked took a whole different perspective. lol. my Lord and it looks like all the weight I have gained has just gone to my stomach or a lil bit of chubby cheeks

27 weeks and I've noticed my belly is not as big as it use to be well actually my fiance noticed before I did