welcome baby girl! i gave birth today at 11:56am, 7lbs 8oz, 19 1/2". i contracted for about 16hrs at home then had a large blow-out of blood that scared me. so i went in, triaged, ect - nurse went to check me & said i was 10cm & did i wanna try to push... of course i said yes and began..... 4secs into pushing my water BUSTED EVERYWHERE! all over the nurse, floor, across the room damn near! AND BABY CAME OUT TOO! the nurse barely caught her! it was the most outrageous birth i could imagine! but s...

official 40wk, todays my due date/ 2015 Christmas, big'ole baby bump selfie! lol 😜💜🎄🚼👍

baby girl pushing out in the wrong direction! lol suposed to go DOWN... NOT STRAIGHT OUT!! ouch!

when the only top that fits anymore is a friggin jacket. ugh. im protesting against "too-tight shirts" & im wearing this today. period.

i legit cannot stop crying! i just came home from my 40wk appt & my doc refuses to induce... wont even strip my membranes or ANYTHING to help! im not dialated, thinned... NOTHING! with baby #4! i haven't made it past 37wks with my other pregnancies... im so uncomfortable, soar, tired, ect, ect, ECT! i just want to have this baby already!!!!!

getting my hair & makeup done & getting dressed for my 40wk check-up... my belly is just soooo heavy & out there! keep your fingers crossed for me momas! that doc will give me that potocin & we can have a birthday party!!!

belly shot! 39wks today 🙌 almost DONE

the swelling on top has spread side to side quite a bit, & its def still EXTREMELY tender... my baby bump is now more like a baby rocket shooting forward with a pod on top!!! i will be legit relieved when i am finished with this pregnancy!

lump swelling? / getting bigger? on the top of my baby bump 😞 waiting on a call back from my midwife in regards to what may be going on... til then: SUPER uncomfortable, cannot sit, lay, stand, ect in any position that's remotely comfortable or relieving in any way! *frustrated!*