Hunter isn't sleeping and we found a little lump under under Carter's belly button and he seems to starting to have colic. gonna call his doctor in the am and Hunter has his 15 month well check on Friday. thank God.

got the okay for sex from the doctor just have use condoms until I get my tubes done. i've never been for scared for some reason. I wasn't like this with Hunter and i haven't used condoms since 2014 or something.

has anyone had their tubes tied? How was your recovery and do you have any long term side effects? I signed my papers when I was still pregnant and I was suppose to get them done when I was still in the hospital but they didn't. I go to the OB tomorrow so,i'm sure they will schedule it then but i'm kinda getting nervous. I know I won't regret it because of wanting more because I'm done and so is my fiance'.

no wonder i'm so unhappy. one of these days i'm gonna throw that damn Xbox outside. the other day our son was trying to hand him some toys to play and he just told him he was busy pretty much..our newborn wakes up while I'm trying to sleep and I still have to get him because he's busy playing. He turns it on as soon as he wakes up and as soon as he gets home from work. this past weekend it's pretty much what he did all weekend. mind you we only have one tv..

seems like baby boy number 2 might have colic. colic was horrible with our first,ugh.

so,my one week old will sleep in his pack and play during the day,all day but at night he won't. the only place he will sleep is on my chest. I'm dying from exhaustion because i've been staying up so he can sleep on my chest. the things you do for your children.

my 4 day old is driving me crazy with this whole feeding thing. he'll be starving and he will eat a little and then I'll burp him ect. And he will fall asleep before he even ate an ounce but when I lay him down he wakes straight up wanting to eat🤔

I feel absolutely horrible. i just have no patience and still learning how to parent two kids. My 15 month old woke up sick and he's just been clingy and whiney. I try to give him as much love and attention as I could but I also have a 4 day old now,so I had to balance the two but I got so frustrated with Hunter and i I feel horrible. horrible like I don't deserve to be a mother. I feel like i'm neglecting him in some sort of mental way.