my dude has been a complete dick to me since Friday and today he made a comment about dealing with stuff without help,along those lines. I would usually go off and probably hit him but because i'm pregnant and have hormones I just went and cried by myself. It's not easy for either of us right now. with a high risk pregnancy,trying to save money to move,just found out our son has a very rare genetic blood disorder and that our new son could be sick with it. our motor just went out in our car. too much to deal with and no reason to be an asshole.
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

I’ve known since I was a child that if I had a son it would be Jaison but Jaxon and Lincoln were on the list just in case we changed our mind. If Jais would have been a girl, we would’ve named her Ariana. (Our girl name has changed now, though since that name is so popular)
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
So this morning my fiancé and me went to my folks for Christmas. On our way there we had to stop at his ex fiancé house to drop off an ornament we found of hers when we were setting up our tree. I was upset because I really didn't want to see her especially on our first Christmas being engaged and our daughters first Christmas because she has been mean about me in the past. Now I come to find out that she has been asking him about our daughter and stuff like that. Do I have a right to be upset o...


I just found out I’m having twins!!❤️❤️
one thing i learned this year is men dont know how to cope with life stress factors as well as women do and they tend to take it out on you. i had to learn to let mine calm down and then let him know he was being a dick to me for no reason and express how it made me feel. i hope everything works out for you 2 and they get better and y'all come out stronger