I said Hunter was gonna be my one and only but Carter came as a surprise even with proper procausions. it took me awhile to feel a good connection with Carter even after ultrasounds ect. i'm about to be 31 weeks on Wednesday already and i' m extremely emotional that Hunter won't be my only baby anymore. had this happened to anyone?
My current pregnancy was a total surprise. I had my last kid 9 years ago and my SO and I agreed when we first got together we didn't want anymore kids because we already had 7 between the 2 of us. I had been on bc for 5 years (since me and my ex husband split basically) and I had been with 2 other guys in that 5 years other than my SO so when we found out I was expecting we were really shocked. I still have a really hard time thinking about having another baby after all these years but we r looking forward to having him around. I'm not quite sure how it's gonna work with 7 kids in the house but I'm sure we will manage.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
I felt the same way when I got pregnant with my middle baby. My oldest was 6 when he was born. Your love just multiplies! I was so worried that I couldn't love him as much as my first... boy was I wrong! Now, 6 years later, we are having boy #3 and I can't wait!!