this last Monday I felt awful cramping, terrible cramping almost labor-like. I could barely walk and by nose bled profusely. I called my mom from work and we headed to the hospital. With sheer excitement running through our veins we were then told that after several attempts from 3 doctors they could not find her heartbeat on the monitor. I lay there in so much emotional pain and grief. I started to blame myself. Thinking back to what it could have been. I was 34 weeks and 4 days pregnant. she c...

Just got told my daughter, who mind you has DS (Down Syndrome) will most likely not be going home with me after my labor. 😓 Worse news ever. I am not sure how to cope with this.

I am getting the beginnings of a fever, uncomfortable, cold all at once. What can I do. No one wants to help me out at all.

I cannot believe how very funny and cute my belly button looks 😏

My cousin had her little boy on Valentine's Day. ❤❤ Fransisco Jr. he is sooo cute and an 8 Pounder. Jesus Christ 😖😂

So i havent told a soul besides my mother who was there at the time, stepdad , and of course the babies father. I had the usual second trimester anatomy ultrasound at Loma Linda. She had fluid in her kidneys and a hole in her heart...okay i cried not going to lie. i would give up my life for her to be healthy. I didnt nessacarily get over it but i listened carefully. They said this is commonly found in children with DownSyndrome. Okay. i can manage. I've worked with special needs kids all my lif...

my adorable little girl

The Greatest Love of My Life. 😍😘 And now together we have our iwn oerfect little family and our own love of our lives ❤❤

Eating Garlic Bread and chicken salad. im hitting those cravings pretty well 😍😍😍