So i havent told a soul besides my mother who was there at the time, stepdad , and of course the babies father. I had the usual second trimester anatomy ultrasound at Loma Linda. She had fluid in her kidneys and a hole in her heart...okay i cried not going to lie. i would give up my life for her to be healthy. I didnt nessacarily get over it but i listened carefully. They said this is commonly found in children with DownSyndrome. Okay. i can manage. I've worked with special needs kids all my life. I love kids and see no difference in them no matter what. My mother is an eccentric believer, and by eccentric i mean ECCENTRIC. Like everything terrible to have happened is the work of the "enemy" or devil as some refer to him as. I agree....to a certain degree. Then there was my blood testing she is at high risk for having it. Okay, i accepted it. I will possibly have a gorgeous beautiful and special little girl. In my eyes she will be perfect in every way. No difference. But to my mom, im wrong she believes she will not have it. Im utterly wrong and so are the doctors. In her eyes im a crappy 'believer' because i choose not to blame anyone for my beautiful miracles possibility of health. I feel as though my mk other is resentful of me because she unfortuneatly had a miscarriage in early april. We all suffered because of it. But she acts angry and spiteful towards me if I am cradling my stomach, or playing with my daughter. I feel trully awful but it kills me to be here i feel overwhelmed and alnost like a nuissance. I swear religious differences can ruin a relationship sometimes. 😳😕😟
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Of course 😘 always here if you need someone to talk to.
Id just like to thank each of you for these inspiring comments and wishes and orayers. it means soo much to see this. I could not have asked for a better support system outside of personal relationships. you guys are swesome @jaydensmommy808 @dohmommy2016 @daniellecaprara11 @mamiluvu71416 @mrs.cravens @stormygirl
Kids with Down's syndrome are the most sweetest kids there is actually a show on TV I'm obsessed! Don't stress sometimes the DrSvare wrong too either way you're blessed!
keep ur head up I had to miscarriage n I use to hate going out but God will bless her is he thinks its right I was told I could not have kids n now I'm 17 weeks n I'm OK with seeing pregnant women its just it hurts n I no u understand that but she haves to understand u have the right to be happy with ur bby
I'm have a big hole in my heart n I dnt got down syndrome I'm just really bipolar n that's it n I had to sit out for p.e in school the had me on a monitor its not all that bad s few ppl in my family have it n we dnt got down syndrome I had a heart attack in October for over use of drug like Molly n stuff but I was fine
I'm sorry that everyone is causing you so much stress over this. God has given you this child because you will be the right home and loving mom that she deserves. ♡ you daughter will be lucky to have you I hope your pregnancy continues to go okay and that baby girl stays healthy through these coming months. sending prayers for you and your family ♡♡
you sound like an amazing women and I wouldn't let her get to you. you will have an amazing daughter. truly a blessing
either way your giving birth to a little angel ! and shes going to be one amazing person on this earth. i wish you the best and may you continue with the strength you have and the courage!
that what we are here for good luck