I'm 32, Ftm. Single mom to be. I have one onrey fur baby Miss Molly. Looking forward to the best thing to ever happen to me....my little squishy....Currently gender is unknown.

I have had a few really rough days with my lo, and I can't help but think I was not actually supposed to have kids. I can't handle her screaming all the time...I try everything and nothing calms her down. it has been almost a year since I quit smoking but between her screaming and my high stress job I'm about to start again! I don't know why God would give me this miracle when I quite obviously can't handle it emotionally. 😭😭😭 She deserves so much better than me.

I see pictures and posts from people who are due when I was due and cry a little. I should still be pregnant...I have my miracle in the NICU fighting but she should still be safe and warm in my belly. I would have been 33 weeks tomorrow. Now she is 5 weeks old actual. Will I ever not feel robbed of being pregnant into the last trimester?

I am getting so frustrated with pumping. My supply has decreased from about 4 oz combined every time I pumped to now at max getting 25ml combined. Extra sessions, power pumping, and herbal supplements have done nothing. My amounts just keep getting lower. My daughter was 12 weeks early and won't get to to try breastfeeding for probably at least another week. My last option is Reglan....anyone want to share their experiences with it?

Baby girl is doing amazing!! Thank you to all who are praying for her....She keeps going in the right direction slow but steady.

My little miracle lady, Hadley Ruth. She was born February 26th at 3:11pm. 1 lb 14 oz and 13 inches long. Ahw was born 1 day shy of 28 weeks. My bp spiked and then my placenta started to break down and pull away from my uterus. Or a placental abruption. She is tiny but mighty, getting some forced air but doesn't need O2 which is amazing. I love her more than life itself, just asking for additional prayers to help her gain up the weight and come home soon.

Well, I have been admitted to the hospital for the remainder of my pregnancy. Bp has been high and getting higher. Baby girl is doing ok but looks like she will be coming much sooner than expected. Hoping to make it another 5 weeks at least...hope the bp cooperates. All prayers are appreciated.💓

So now I'm on modified bed rest. Bp still high but I'm home at least can relax in my own comfy place.

Being admitted to the hospital for preeclampsia......Praying baby girl stays put for awhile.

Two nights in a row....no sleep because I can't breathe and my belly hurts. I still got 13 weeks to go...... miserable. 😢😭😢😭😩

I feel like I just chain smoked 3 packs of cigarettes. I don't like feeling breathless. 😱