my bb(:

Lukas and his daddy.

My boyfriend has felt the need to blow me off 5 nights out of 7.
almost time for my crazy to show.

a picture lukas's dad just sent me. Our oreo and Lukas sleeping together. ♡ she's a 4 pound chihuahua. if that. ♡

I also just wanted to point this out there since they've lowered the passing ged score, I've passed every test.
college is next.
and then, an amazing life for my son follows ♡

it gets better guys. my little fighter is 9 months and 4 days old today ♡

Lukas is showing some of the signs he had before he had open heart surgery again. since he has pneumonia, they won't sedate him to do an echo (they can't get one with out him being sedated)
it scares me. because anything could happen. and I feel as if none of the doctors understand.
we shouldn't be at this point again. please say some prayers. I just want a healthy baby for a few days. Lukas has been fighting a few different colds since November. and this is his second time have pneumonia sin...

My son lukas had open heart surgery 8 months ago.
for everyone having to go through this, and it breaking your heart, IT GETS BETTER. they get better. they're going to pull through it. babies are the most tough fighters I've ever seen.
You guys got this.
Your babies got this. ♡

is it possible to have a bloodless period?
for the past 2 weeks I've felt like I've been on my period.
lioe, full on, cramps. all the feelings you get with having a period.

so, we haven't really posted on here lately.
but me and Lukas have recently moved into our own apartment. And he sees his did every weekend. He hasn't had any heart problems so far. But he has had a cold since November. starting today, whenever he gets sick, he'll go to Children's instead of Cardinal Glennon. I don't feel like they're doing all they can. Mainly because he's been sick since November.
He is almost 13 pounds. and he's 26 inches long. And he'll be 7 months in a week. I love this...