I'm Toni and I'm expecting my first baby on November 9. It's a girl:) it's gonna be a bumpy road. Just me and my girl against the world.
update:
my darling daughter was born on october 13 2015 at 36 weeks. I started my day normally and went to my OB appointment at 10:30am. They took my blood pressure multiple times over an hour and it wouldnt drop below 160/99 so my doctor told me to go over to the hospital to be induced. i wasnt dilated at all yet so she gave those vaginal pills to dilate the ...

please no judgement.
i love my daughter to death. but i dont feel like shes mine and I'm always sad when i have her around. im always looking for someone (trusted) to watch her so i dont have to because the only time i feel like i dont want to die is when I'm not around her. i dont miss her when shes gone.
its so bad my mom offered to adopt her but i dont wanna let go of her because i do love her so much.
i feel like such a horrible mother.
i get upset with her even though shes only a month ol...

My daughter is a month old and I'm itching to go back to work. I feel guilty that i want to go back

My little wrinkle loves being in the bathroom when I shower

12 days post partum and down 30 pounds

I had my baby six days ago and cannot stop crying all the time. I'm a single mom and feel like I'm never gonna get through this and that it was a huge mistake. I'm in so much pain from my c section and I don't have any help. I dont know what to do.

C section mamas
I had my baby by C section on tuesday morning and havent pooped since. I have really got to go but it hurts to push. any advice?

i just need to talk.
i feel bad i needed an emergency c section at 36 weeks. like i didnt have it in me to do it completely and correctly.
but i know in my heart its not my fault.
i was breast feeding but it got so hard when she had to go under the lights for jaundice. and she kept losing weight. i chose to stop breast feeding. and i feel so bad i wanna cry.
i wanted to do one thing right for her

i never want to have to recover from abdominal surgery ever again.

She nursed for another half hour :) So glad it's coming pretty easily to us especially with limited positions because of the incision

i love you guys all.
36 weeks and 2 days. I had my June bug