i just need to talk.
i feel bad i needed an emergency c section at 36 weeks. like i didnt have it in me to do it completely and correctly.
but i know in my heart its not my fault.
i was breast feeding but it got so hard when she had to go under the lights for jaundice. and she kept losing weight. i chose to stop breast feeding. and i feel so bad i wanna cry.
i wanted to do one thing right for her