learned something new this week! peppermint decreases milk supply!

well my hubby had found out a week before our little boy was due that he wasn't going to have any work (he's oil so he's still employed, but contracted to other companies). well they called him the weekend after we got out of the hospital for an 8 day contract so he took it, but now he won't have any work, and I can't go back to work yet.. but the thing that irritates me is that since we are married and we both work we don't qualify for WIC or food stamps or anything that we have been paying in...

so my dad is here visiting me from out of state to see his fist grand baby and he passively has mentioned he isn't comfortable with breast feeding and told my son (so essentially telling me) that he needed to get on that formula... this is down right insulting!!! I'm a very strong believer in breast is best and I'm doing really well with breast feeding and it gives me so.much bonding time, but I can't believe he even mentioned formula WTF.. and also he has been so much more of a hindrance to my ...

my little man is finally here.. went in for an induction at 7 got the medication around 9 got the epidural at 3am (the cervadil made my contractions less then a min apart I think I could have gone without it had it not been for that) woke up around 830 900 because I was in pain because my epidural pump stopped. I felt pressure as they turned it back on so they checked me around 10 and by 1103 I had my little man. I only pushed for 30 mins... and I have a wonderful 8lb baby boy!!

I can't wait for the day that I can sit down eat breakfast and not have to worry about throwing it all back up!!!! 😢

my hips are killing me!!! I sware I can't even shift side to side without paralyzing pain.. this is ridiculous! this baby needs to come out very soon.. I couldn't even sleep comfortably last night because I was in so much pain

today is my due date and this morning I 2as having BH fairly strong and irregular and now nothing... guess I should head to the park with the kiddos for a while after they get up from their nap before their mom comes and gets them. we will be grabbing the ball and possibly doing some running and chasing to get this baby out soon!!!

olga had the weirdest deal last night that my bag of waters was bulging out of down there when I woke up!! this baby needs to hurry up mama is done with crazy realistic dreams!

Rant: I'm so over it!!! my SO just said to me that if I go into labor the weekends we have the kids that if I want him at the hospital the kids will be there too.. for 1 a hospital is no place for a 5,3,and 18month old! 2. I said no and he got mad there is no reason to get mad because I don't want 3 screaming unoccupied kids in the room while I'm laboring or delivering a baby.. and if they are occupied they will be by him and I need him to help me with the laboring positions, but he also wants m...

no progress this last week 1cm 50% effaced.. and due on sunday.. kinda hoping little man kicks it into gear soon. mommy wants her body back!!