being a mom now , I see how I'm slowly losing friends . I feel so alone .. now I feel like it's just me and the baby . I feel like certain friends don't understand . finding a baby sitter to celebrate anything or to go out isn't simple . I Don't want to be the mom who "goes out and leave the baby with anyone" . I only leave my baby with my mom or her father's mother . today I feel like I lost the last friend I had . because she feels like one I don't make an effort to drop everything for her and...