My daughter's dad was in when I had my coworker sec thank God an I was awake but I was so doped up on drugs

This is so bizarre I’ve had three C-sections and was awake during all of them and my husband was there with all 3.. my anesthesiologist was never left in the room with me alone, even if he was there were so many people going in and out of the OR and counting all of the instruments and everything that something is just not playing right in this whole scenario… just suck and twisted in every damn way possible.