Lately I have been having this fear of being alone when I’m older. I never really thought about it before but then out of nowhere, the idea of one day being on my own scares the s*** out of me. I know I won’t live with someone forever like my children will have their own life one day, my parents will die one day, I don’t really get a long with other relatives where we can live together. My bf won’t be around forever either and the thought of me living alone makes me feel like what if someone will break into my apartment/house or if a demon will be there. 😂 I know it sounds stupid and you would think hey being alone gives you time to do what you want without anyone in your way but I like to have someone I can interact with. I feel like I would have to sleep with the lights on or something. Basically it’s the feeling of being watched that terrifies me from either someone trying to break in or like if the place I would live in has something in it.
Sometimes I have these really messed up dreams where I have a demon on top of me or see dead bodies everywhere. Another dream I have had before was the devil eating a mans body in front of me and the earth looking like an apocalypse with buildings in ruins and almost no one around. (No I didn’t have that dream this year because of 2020😂) Am I the only one with this fear? Lol
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You should look into a whole life community! They are places where you live independently in your own home (in a big development) and then when you get old, they have an assisted living, and then when you're elderly and can't care for yourself, they take care of in their nursing home. You get to know people and someone is always a button press away.
Some people think that sounds awful, but so many people thrive on it. I swear loneliness kills a lot of people.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I need to ask someone this have you literally regret having a child with someone. I love my daughter with all my heart but I really regret ever being with her dad.
Imma bout to pay someone to be my friend 🤔😂😂😭😭😭😭 I hate always being alone with no one to talk to!
My significant other hasn’t been to one appt. am I crazy for being bothered about it? I’m already depressed I’m having another baby. I didn’t even want anymore. I feel like I don’t have the support I need.
So someone contacted me waiting me to watch her son four days a week for $150/wk. I had to tell her that even if someone worked for $10/hr it only pays for a day and a half in my opinion?
I mean maybe I’d do it for $300? But the $150 I just can’t see if being worth it to me
@jenx, thanks for the info that is good to know! 😃
I think after being alone for a long time it could drive people crazy if they don’t have any interaction with someone. Yeah the idea of being old and alone seems scary to me.