So here we are, I just received the paperwork for my son. And soon he will get his autism evaluation. June 2nd to be exact! It's been a struggle for me as a parent, and althought I fought hard to get to this moment.. I still found myself crying because I'm scared. Nothing will ever change my love for my son, not even a diagnosis. I'm allowing myself to feel this, to cry if I need too and process it the best way I know how. At the end of the day, Charlie is a sweet boy, loving, caring, stubborn, determined..hes my son, my love, my whole entire life. And wherever this journey leads us, his mama, his papa, his big sister and his whole family will always be there to catch him if he ever falls. Heres to our journey my handsome boy. I love you, we love you with all the beats of our heart❤
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@watz I feel like I dont say this enough, you have been my angel in this journey honestly. My brothers sister told me. You guys are done having kids right because if hes diagnosed autistic it's going to be hard work. Side note: she has no kids, nor wants any. And then said and what if your next is autistic too. Do you really want to risk that? And my response was that doesnt mean I shouldn't have anymore kids, I want to give my son a little brother or another sister same for my daughter. I know it's going to be hard, but I know my son and daughter would love atleast one more sibling. I know their will be chances of having a child with autism if my sons gets diagnosed. But that will never stop me from having another baby. In that moment I thought of you and all the amazing advice and information you have given me through out this journey to getting my son diagnosed. And I was able to school her about autism! It made me mad at first but then I realized I will get alot of idiot people that will do what she did..and I calmed myself down. All because of what you have told me about autism..I'm still scared, but I know it will okay. And for that I am so damn thankful. You got me through some tough times, thank you guiding me and for understanding me. I truly appreciate you!!
@lezlie527 awe that's very kind of you to say, thank you. I'm a firm believer that we autism moms need to stick together.
This message is so sweet to your son.. I only wish you the best in the future and remember you are a strong mommy❤️💕💋♥️
Thank you very much, I appreciate your kind and supportive words. God bless you💕
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