I just want to post this so there is no confusion... I am BEYOND greatful to be pregnant. To be able…
I just want to post this so there is no confusion...
I am BEYOND greatful to be pregnant. To be able to hold a full term pregnancy. To be healthy. Everything has been pretty good this prenancy besides the scary parts at the beginning.
I'm just tired 😅 and stressed. I have severe PTSD, anxiety and depression. Pregnancy is a strong trigger. I love my children. I love the bump, kicks, and everything. But mentally, it's really hard at times which takes a toll on me physically. My body has gone through hell this time. And with the virus bs, my anxiety has been overwhelming.
Also, my last child was 11 days late. My OB has told me she won't induce untill I'm 42 weeks(unless there is a medical reason to do it sooner) My last induction date was set for 15 days past my due date. Thankfully he came on his own at 11 days. He was 9lbs 14oz.
This is my last prenancy. I'm getting my tubes cut, tied and burned. I've been emotional about it BUT my body has told me everyday, since day one that THIS BABY needs to be my last. And I'm ready.
I'm ready to have this baby. See his face. Be able to check his breath, see him, hear him be able to take care of him outside of my body.
Elizabeth ·
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Did they check and see if you dilating?
Elizabeth ··
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@allyzmommyxlw ook i hope yout atleast 2 cm 🤞🏽
Ally··
I'd be happy to hear 1 😅
Elizabeth ··
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lol that's true atleast 1 will be good
XryztalRoze·
I feel you mama! My first DD, age 4, came via induction on Feb 8. Her due date was Jan 15.
Ally··
no I mean the longer he's inside. Lol after he's born, I'm getting surgery and he will get his circumcision. They've always kept me 3 nights bc I tend to bleed a LOT. But I know they are trying to push everyone out asap. So who knows. Thanks girl
Elizabeth ··
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im getting my tubes tied do they keep you for 2 night or 3 ?
Ally··
I'm not sure. I know with the virus stuff,they are trying to discharge you asap
ErikaK·
Hopefully you didn't write this post because someone shamed you! It's so normal to feel this way... my pregnancies were easy peasy and I still felt like it was really hard. Carrying a baby inside your body with your body is hard!! It is a beautiful gift, but that doesn't mean your feelings of anxiety and pain don't exist or aren't allowed to be acknowledged. You're doing great, and hopefully everything goes well! My second was over 9 lbs and the last few weeks were so uncomfortable I could barely sit lol
Ally··
I felt like my previous post would make it sound like I'm ungrateful or complaining. And yessss. My body is physically and mentally drained. And the thought of going 2 more weeks later than my due date is really pulling me down. Like I just can't handle that again
Juju M.·
You have every right to be tired/overwhelmed. I know I was at that time during pregnancy. I can't even begin to imagine how stressful it is to be pregnant during this pandemic. I also have anxiety so I know exactly how you feel. I hope he comes on time and everything goes smoothly for the two of you! Good luck!!
Ally··
Thank you soooo much
Michelle·
Girl you don’t have to explain nothing to nobody!! 🙅🏽♀️🙅🏽♀️
Ally··
💜💜💜💜 thank you
Kristen ·
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Girl i complained about my pregnancies every day lol. I was grateful too they were healthy. My stillborn caused my last pregnancy to be scary all around for me. I was just so worried I wanted her out. None of my pregnancies were easy either. You aren't alone girl.
Ally··
My anxiety is just through the roof. I just wanna hold him finally
Kristen ··
Мама троих детей
i bet and i understand. He will be here before u know it.