I’m going to be honest, we don’t want to put our kids in day care number one it’s too expensive…

I’m going to be honest, we don’t want to put our kids in day care number one it’s too expensive number two we don’t trust anyone to watch our kids because we no absolutely nobody here. I love my little family but I’m so tired of being in this damn house I have no friends it’s hard to make friends because I don’t ever go anywhere. Honestly it’s mentally draining. My husband can make a million, billion friends and I can’t even make one. It feels like I have no life. And it’s depressing!!!!