Just called the Suicide hotline this mom is not feeling happy at all
I am sorry you feel the way you do. But I also understand how you are feeling too it’s hard when you don’t have any support from the people who you thought would help you. I started going to counseling because I wanted to die after giving birth to my last baby. If you ever need to talk message me
This post really breaks my heart. Your life matters. Please seek all the help you need. If meds can help, get that as well. No one should be laughing at the fact that you have Ppd. I am soooo sorry that you are going through this. My inbox is open.
Ty even of my own flesh and blood i won't let my kids see her my dads dealing with some as well and he carrys so he makes me scared to even see him n my mom bc he threatened my life
@mama_bearof2 Right now, you need to just focus on you. You can't carry your weight as well as everyone else's. It is definitely best to put some distance between you and your parents. They sound a little toxic and that is the last thing you need, during this trying time. Also, try to find some time for self-care. Take some time for yourself and do something you love to do. Ask your loved ones (not your parents!) for help with caring for your kids until you are in a better head space. But, please do not entertain the thought of taking your own life. That is the devil trying to make his way in. Kick the devil's ass out and make him a liar that he already is. Your kids need their mother.
Hey I know that shit gets hard but you can get through it and glad your reach out for help.
I’m an open ear for talking if you need one sis.
@rybugg413 that's horrible n I'm on the same page with you my dad was gonna come kill me bc of some shyt my mom was doing I had to call my hub to come home and call the cops bc I was that scared I was gonna lose my life
@mama_bearof2, whoa I know it’s your but fuck her! She should’ve supported you!
I hate when people think they know shit and don’t! Because they haven’t gone through it doesn’t mean it’s not real or can’t happen!
That really has me burning up inside.
I’m glad you are reaching out and finding friends and extra help . This shit is not a joke . You got it and always think of the bullshit your kids will have to endure if something happens to you! If you can’t do it for yourself yet do it for them first.
Just remember. Youre never alone. My obgyn helped me a lot. She helped me realize what i was feeling was normal. That i could help myself in many different ways. The hotline numbers are great too. Just to talk. Get it all out.
I didn't get most of it out they asked me if I feel like killing my no but I feel like taking a hot bath and just laying deep in it
@bbgirlmama yeah this is not the first time I thought I almost did it with my first son took to much medication
@mama_bearof2, well you need to seek therapy for sure. There’s absolutely nothing wrong with getting help. If you need to talk, there’s plenty of women on here that will talk to you including myself. My inbox is always open.
I'm glad you reached out for counsel instead of doing anything to harm yourself. I know it gets extremely hard, stressful & rough but ur children, husband, family & friends need you! You are important, your enough, you are amazing & you are loved! I read ur comment above, moms can give us a hard time I just got into it w/ mine not too long ago for not understanding my feelings & situation. Don't let that bring you down momma! Keep your head up & stay strong like I know you are! Countine to talk to your therapist & dr. About the feelings you have. Talk to friends s/o etc. & anytime day or night my inbox is always open! I hate that you are going thru this right now but I know u will make it through momma! Sending lite & love your way 🙏🏾💛