Had an argument with my husband tonight. Now he barely talks to me. 😭 I'm really trying to be nice but all I feel is mad…

Had an argument with my husband tonight. Now he barely talks to me. 😭 I'm really trying to be nice but all I feel is mad and feel like crying. Been together 5yrs. Been through some stuff that no one would ever let happen. But in my opinion, things happen and you, no I, can't stop them. I feel I'm week, ignorant, and just not good enough anymore. I'm trying, God knows I am. But I'm just about done trying. You can lead a horse to water but can't make them drink and if you do, you drown thiem. And that's not making them drink. Anyways, I'm saying that women say to other women, well, don't Allow him to do that. He's a grown ass man. I, we, can't make them do anything. Just about done. But again, have no friends in real life I can ask to help me. 😭 I know everyone else gets to have a best friend or friends. But I only get to have online friends. And it's nice to talk to but sometimes it'd be nice to just go for a walk with a friend or even go hangout with. If you live close and need a friend. I'm here. I'm loyal and trustworthy! And if you've read this, thanks! 😊