Update: So my son hasn't been diagnosed for autism, but as of now hes at a high risk for it. So we went from once a week to twice a week..now its 4 times a week 1 hr. Might I add hes progressing alot with the new teacher and the almost everyday hes been doing. Well After checking his behavior/ stubborness and all the things he does that point to autism. He got an increase of hours. Monday-Friday 2hrs everyday with 2 different teachers. My days are about to get hectic, and I although it scares me. I'm ready to do anything I possibly can to help my little man..
Its development therapy. Hes speech delayed the most he says is yeaaahhh and mahh! He also arm flaps, also has sensory problems.. they evaluated him and made sure he would benefit from the hours. The change wasnt all at once.. it's been a little over a year. And I feel it would benefit him alot, we started doing the mon-wed and Friday. And hes learning how to mimic, to sign..even at home I've noticed hes learning new things.
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

This is my son Walter. Today is his birthday. He would have been five. This picture was taken when he was 16 days old. He was my first child and my only son (I now have 3 girls). He passed away the next day after this picture from congenital heart failure. It was a miracle that he lived passed 12 weeks gestation because of how severe his heart defects were. I miss him so much, I can't believe it's been 5 years. It still hurts so bad. I don't talk about him a lot out loud because I end up bawling...
Racial nickname
I sometimes call my lo monkey. To me he looks like a little monkey. My so says it's racist and offensive. What do you think?
My baby was on enfamil gentlease but he was throwing up with it so they switched him to enfamil nutramigen and hes throwing up a ton more with it like alot hes been on it since 9/20 what should i do?
Is he going to ABA therapy for 10 hours a week? That's a lot for a two year old